He's too good

I havent posted about how good God is in a couple of weeks.  figured it was about time. Can i just say that my heart is overflowing w/ the goodness and grace of Jesus. I cannot get over how He loves us. The moments when I feel insecure or doubt who I am in Him, He always and I mean always brings someone or something along my way to lift my face back to Jesus. The other day I just had a random yearing to go to esspresso world and worship on the keys. I ahvent been there in months. I get there play one song and then an old friend/customer of mine comes in to say hello to me. We get to talkin and i find out that she has a rare disease in her wrist and its not looking so good, i asked if i could pray with her. She said sure. I prayed a short prayer, when I was done she looked at me and said "heidi, you know im a born again believer, saved by grace right?" "WHAT??!!!" i had no idea! i was so excited i wanted to cry and jump up and down at the same time. :) I had gone to espresso wold to worship, and that is exactly what I got to do. God really knows what He is doing. I also helped host a work party for holloween. I got a chance to get to know of few of our residence a little bit better and see their kids dressed up. They were super cute :)  One of the residence walked over and introduced himself, then said he heard I was a christian. He was too! I was like what the heck! i dont even know how you know that but, how awesome. We spent the next 15 minutes talking about how good God is and what God is doing here. It was so encouraging. I love that God is in complete control over eveything. He is the Perfect orcestrator of life and he crosses peoples paths just at the right moments.

Speaking of crossings peoples paths...
There is this friend. He is an amazing man of God. I have been so blessed to have people placed in my life that our encouragers. Seriously Im surrounded by godly wisdom from so many people its just stupid. Every time i leave my friend's house I am more encouraged and my faith is stirred. I love it. We had a really good talk about hearing the voice of God. Im so thankful that God knows just what i need. when we just sit and listen to what He has to say, It makes our lives soooo much easlier. His way is always the best way and when we are listening to the voice a God and respond to it, we never have to worry about messin up because we're following jesus footsteps not a strangers. I love Jesus. I want to walk in his light I want to share his light and I want everyone to know that the Love of Jesus is bigger, stronger, greater, more powerful, more giving  than anything else in this world. His love created this world and His love carries me through it. and im so glad to know that nothing in or out of  this world can seperate me from the love of God. Hes too good.

Family visits

I Just spent the last week with my mom and sister. even in 10 months they have changed so much its ridiculous! Amy is basically as tall as me, and i pretty sure she needs pulled out of school cause she's gorgeous. I recommended home-schooling. :) As much as it would be exciting to drive around, show them all sorts of cool things, go shopping (which we did) and have their whole trip planned, It seemed to me way better to just relax and enjoy their company. Who knows when i will even get to see them again.
Its crazy to me the amount of love that jesus has for me and for us. My heart aches watching my family leave, I cannot even fathom the heart of God. He is so good. I am so blessed to have the moments i do. To see God living in people and watch him move.
side note - my mom just texted me "Legit" ahahah i didn't know she knew that word existed. lol
But like i said God is, in his wisdom and glory, beyond what we could hope or imagine. His love for us is deeper than we could ever fathom.
I want to love like he does.

Just realized my thoughts are kinda scattered throughout but here are some pics of my ladies: