Words of a Song

Ive been writting some more music lately and it speaks very closely to the things that I am going through right now. Just a quick update: Iam still in residents at my parents house. It has been 2 months now. I most certainly didnt expect this turn of events and It is by far one of the more challenging things I have had to deal with in the past fewe  years. I love my family but its very humbling to need to rely on them after being independent for so long. I am also enrolled in classes for the fall so I can finish my business degree finally, only a few years behind my class mates :). I still dont have a clear idea as to why God has led me to this place - maybe I wont find out till years from now. In the mean time I am enjoying it as much as possible and looking for oppertunities wherever they present themselves. Maybe ill be somewhere new in anotheryear from now. Below is the lyrics for 2 of my latest songs.

Not My Home
I know this world is not my own. I know Im just passing through,
but Lord this road seems so long. Wont you come and guide me.

I look behind me and see the past. I look ahead and see the futures already here.
Oh Lord where did the time go? I see my feet and the paths set before me,
where do I go from here?

Come and be my guide.
Come and be my wisdom.
Come and be my eyes,
For I cant see in this darkness anymore.

Should I listen to the voice in my mind telling me go left, then telling me go right? Im so confused.
Where did your voice go? I lost it somewhere along the way. Let you spirit come and speak to me again; wont you be the light that comes to show the way.

When you take my hand and lead me on I can be strong and follow you home.
You are my hope. You are my future. I'll follow you home. Lord lead on.

Rhythm of Your Heart
My hearts off beat, wont you refresh its memory.
It forgot why it was beating in the first place, and what runs through its veins.
A selfish, wayword heart loses its way.
Now its off track and cant keep the world at bay.
It hears the beat of the darkness and cant find the music of the day.
Lord there's so much confusion. Lord there's so much at stake.

I need to hear the rhythm of your heart.
Remind me what flows through my veins,
Its your love.
Its your grace.
Its your breath of life living inside of me.
Its your blood.

I remember the last time I was in your arms.
I remember the feel of your heart.
I dont want to cling to just a memory,
To remember only yesterdays.

I want my feet to match the steps of the redeemer. I want to know what He feels; what He thinks.
I want to move with the Lord of the dance, and dance to the beat of the heart of my King.

When I remember who You are,
When I rememer who I am,
When You show me all You've done,
You shed your light again

Now I can hear the rhythm of your heart.
I know what flows in my veins,
Its Your love.
Its Your grace.
Its Your breath of life living inside of me.
Its Your blood.

You gave me new life, you gave me new hope. Can you hear the sound? Its the music of His heart. I will dance into eternity.